I can't stand why I'm such a crybaby. I can't stand triple eyelids. And, I've been waking up with them for the past few days. I feel like some old mother who lost her son at war and is gonna cry until she becomes blind. Do people really go blind by crying too much? I guess I'll find out.

I REALLY DONT NEED THIS RIGHT NOW. ESPECIALLY NOT BACK TO BACK. Too much has happened within the short expense of these last few days. I'm scared, scared that I can't hold out longer. I thought of You alot, I thought I needed You, but I decided I can't be dependant.

Two words, WRONG TIMING.

One nice thing, Daryl's back. Laughter is so much better than tears.